Verse 1

Gym before sunrise, sweat out the soundbites
Same juice, same route, same archetypes
Nod along at lunch — yeah, everything's alright
But every clock I pass counts down to midnight

Pre-Chorus

Check the boxes, keep it clean
Hold my breath inside the routine

Chorus

I can't wait till midnight
I'm only awake for midnight
I'd rather burn with you all night
Than dream away the daylight
I was sleeping through my life
Till I woke for midnight

Verse 2

Dinner on the meal plan, taste you in each bite
I wear the crown, but it's hollow beneath
Take me past my edge where the dark feeds the light
My soul knows something the world doesn't teach

Pre-Chorus

I chain my monster, play the part
But the shadow's tearing at my heart

Chorus

I can't wait till midnight
I'm only awake for midnight
I'd rather burn with you all night
Than sleepwalk through the daylight
I'm making love to life
When I wake for midnight

Bridge

Every hour of sun, every fluorescent light
Is just the space between me and delight
I don't want the dawn — let it never come
I don't want the world, I wanna come undone

Build

Hold me down, take me deep, pull me to my knees
Till I surrender and find I'm already free

Final Chorus

I'm only awake for midnight
I'd rather burn with you all night
Than waste another day acting polite
I was half-alive this whole time
Yeah I burn for midnight
Your love breaks me open wide
You're the spark in the dark and I ignite
I won't sleep through midnight

That was a song about walls coming down from the inside.
What follows is a song from someone standing at the gate.

Song II

"Outsider"

by ___

Verse 1

Waiting for you in the hall
I'm eternally in your thrall
Let me study within your walls
Your subjects — I want to learn them all
Your corridors pull confessions
Your classrooms breed obsessions
Teach me what I came here for
Show me what's behind the door

Pre-Chorus

I didn't come here to be safe
I came here to be known
Strip me down to what I'm made of
Skin and shadow, blood and bone

Chorus

Let me in, let me in, let me in
To the places where the dark begins
I'll be your best student, your worst sin
Let me in, let me in, let me in

Verse 2

Midnight class, the candles low
You're the lesson I shouldn't know
Whisper something I can't unhear
Pull me closer, hold me here
The darkest magic has a cost
Won't you teach me all I've lost

Pre-Chorus

I didn't come here to be good
I came here to be whole
Crack me open like a textbook
Read the chapters of my soul

Chorus

Let me in, let me in, let me in
To the places where the dark begins
I'll be your best student, your worst sin
Let me in, let me in, let me in

Bridge

They say the monsters live below
They say don't wander, don't let go
But I've been bound by cords of fate
And I'm done standing at your gate
If surrender is the only toll
Be my master, take my soul

Final Chorus

Let me in, let me in, let me in
I'm not afraid of what I've been
Burn the syllabus, I'm giving in
Let me in, let me in, let me in

Waiting for you in the hall
I was always in your thrall
These walls were built to make me fall
And I want to learn it all

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